Somebody is knocking on my door. Who would that be? I don’t want to open it. Who knows what it is, it could be a wraith, for I’m hearing her whispers all around me. What does she want? My blood? She is urging me to open the doors. There was a time when I used to open my doors for such wretched creatures, not anymore. She might be planning to play the next trick from her repertoire, for playing victim, to get some relief from what she has done. Maybe her past actions are haunting her and giving sleepless nights, and the funny thing about that is no matter how much she tries to get over that, it will continue to torture her for the rest of her life, and there is no escaping it. The sooner she realises it, the better for her. Deep inside, she knows these facts, then why is she knocking on my door? Maybe she wants to get me to play my evil side, so she can be the victim and get some comfort knowing that she tried to make things right, but that’s where the twist comes, she would get nothing from me except silence, for that is all she deserves.
How will I see everyone I care about in one place? I will certainly miss this room, when will be my next chance to be here, maybe it depends on Seniority. Till then, I wait, but no one knew I will be given another chance without retreating to the places I fantasized. But some left and no one knows where they are, did they help start a new life? Will I see them again? Maybe it was me who assembled everyone to become what was me, now I'm left with some who held on so tightly. And others helplessly screaming inside someone or somewhere, universe tells me if you can't go to them, they will come to me at the right time.