She is after me.

 There is something about her that is beyond understanding, I can see her without even watching her, some power over me, and I think she feels the same way. What should I feel now? Relieved or feeling sad? Looking back, I see a few frames, I forgot how I felt or did I feel anything at all? It is hard to remember. What if someday I feel the same sense of someone staring at me, same suffocation I felt when I was rejecting it strongly. How would I give her a reply? I will stare back at her asking what is the matter with you?

Rage

I was like sitting in a boring lecture from morning to evening. Now, when I think about what could have been, if I had a good exchange with my friends, instead of feeling to smash at something. It is not correct to say that, it is like losing life under rage. Pickle helps.

 

I want to hit someone or something badly for the lost time.

 

Fighting

 Why would we postpone everything to the last minute? Maybe because we believe everything will happen according to the plan, but sometimes plans betray us when we reach the end of time.  Still, we choose to die fighting hoping for the light at the end of tunnel.
We don't have to win every time when we see the bigger picture. At the end, those losses matters less, and we win our life. I choose the deep breaths at the end of time.

Light

 Who would I be when I grow up? What kind of person I will be? I want to be someone who embraces solitude, the one who is seen at places where no one has gone before. Someone who hasn't been seen in a thousand years, and yet not returning until the Sun chooses the drizzle to shine with the dark clouds.