But I love them.

I appreciate the native music, you can be in love, you can be in celebration, but has no power to lift you up. But this is magic, Power to rise from the ashes. You can be in everything, but you lose the reality. You can't always smile, sometimes you need to walk through pain, sometimes it won't be pain, you don't understand what's wrong with you, you feel so peaceful, so much silence, and all you need to hear is someone scream, and that is what you ultimately want.