Losing attachment

I sat in my chair on my balcony and simply looked at the clouds from morning to evening. But how? Before that, I listened to devotional music without knowing time. In a way, I lost attachment to all the time telling machines. Most of the time, I was shedding tears, healing from the damages I collected in this short span of life. While doing so, I was learning to meditate, whatever was bickering in my mind just stopped. It was addicting, the only break I took was to eat food. After that everything was so easy.