Members leaving one after another in the hope I reached the shore, new members arriving, would I ever see them again? But they want me to be there in the other team, every team has bad players, it's not entirely up to them, maybe I'm not the best version like I thought myself to be, maybe my wings are not growing because I don't belong where I was. They know I have every right to breathe like every being in the entire universe. Someday, I will become who I'm supposed to be, till then we take it slow, step by step to not to get overwhelmed by the intensity of the phases in my Life.