Wednesday, October 30, 2024

Old times

 This is like old times, renewed freedom, to enjoy doing nothing, all we have is Time, doing things with freedom without expectations, every day is like on vacation. Living Life forgetting Time, still growing in some ways that others can't see. We are biting with our roots deep into the ground.

Saturday, October 19, 2024

Crown

 Members leaving one after another in the hope I reached the shore, new members arriving, would I ever see them again? But they want me to be there in the other team, every team has bad  players, it's not entirely up to them,  maybe I'm not the best version like I thought myself to be, maybe my wings are not growing because I don't belong where I was. They know I have every right to breathe like every being in the entire universe. Someday, I will become who I'm supposed to be, till then we take it slow, step by step to not to get overwhelmed by the intensity of the phases in my Life. 

Sunday, October 6, 2024

13

 I can see myself walking, as a 13 year old girl, alone, there is some kind of flowers in my hands those you usually see in New year. I'm not aware that no one is with me, the path is empty with trees bowing down to me on either sides. I'm not thinking anything, it's just I'm loving the atmosphere, I don't know what promise this path holds, I just walk as wild as possible.

Rebuild

 Someday, I will walk down this path again, seeing things that aren't really there, figments of my imagination rebuilding things from my past, and I will see myself walking, smiling with hopes, dreams, and wonder why everything turned out this way. And still smile by seeing the constants in the sky.

Tuesday, October 1, 2024

Love

I still like Love music, but this time, it's different, it's me alone. It used to be duet all the time, now I'm walking, fully conscious of my surroundings with so much peace. Still stuck at young, watching everyone from far, how they have grown, is that a good thing or a bad one? I didn't know how years passed, it's like one day I wake up after a decade.