I want to write something, but it is hard to put in words, still I like the idea. Everybody leaving me and the strange part is some part of me desires for it. I had to use painkillers for writing that single line. Maybe I’m reaching new heights of my own or…
I don’t know what triggered, maybe I have reached my
threshold again. This time distractions didn’t work, deaf to painkillers. If I
was alone, nothing would have happened, but I’m not alone.