One thing is bothering me, why they didn’t harass me when I was going to that institution? They never made a move, why? No visions, no mind games. Then suddenly they returned when I cut myself off from that place. They wanted to play the game, but I was no longer available for such games. Maybe it irks them when I’m busy in my world not even remembering their existence. They thought I would go far, Instead I locked my doors from the inside, and prayed to the extent that everything became clear, their toxins, everything gone. But when I opened my doors, everything felt different, I was trying to reconnect with everyone, but they were hesitant, they talk only the reply to my texts, nothing more, no effort from their side, making me feel like I was bothering them. I started with people who were good to me, and they are the one who became cold at their responses, it was disappointing.
