This is one catalyst which forced me to open up about her. It’s Paul Walker’s death. It forced me to think about the possibility of no tomorrow. Looking back, I don’t think that thought was my creation, it was placed. I wish he was still alive, maybe then I would have minded my own shit. When I talked about opening up, it didn’t mean that I had anything going on for her, it was just I became submissive to their force. Everyone forced me to make a move indirectly, and I was falling for their tactics.
