Why is this night feels so uncertain? Even the smoke prefers the right when the cold holds on so badly to my left. Maybe we shouldn't miss a step even if anyone tells you to take an odd step, otherwise what's the point of living?
My diary
Tuesday, March 25, 2025
Sunday, March 9, 2025
Friendship
I was walking late at night, it was silent, suddenly someone jumped at me, this time she was in tears, she was supposed to frighten me, but we were not afraid of each other this time, instead we walked together, we had some kind of respect towards each other . When I was a child, things were different, we had to play each other's part, she must frighten me and I had to scream. A friendship that transcends reality, we never knew each other except in our dream, it was a night mare, now it's a dream. We were walking in slow motion amidst the fog. It was a nice feeling.
Saturday, March 1, 2025
Memories
Wednesday, February 26, 2025
Staring
One day, it happened, what I thought impossible, I can see myself rise from ashes, but reluctant to move, partly because I don't know which direction to take, both direction had its perks, so both of me went separate ways, I stood motionless watching both disappear. I hope that someday, they find their way back home, until then I keep myself growing. When that day happens I will start moving.
Monday, February 24, 2025
Lightning
I remember the flowers that once greeted me, this time they are silent, all they do is stare at the distant clouds beyond me. I'm looking at them and I can see why they are not responding. Maybe this is the time to stare at the clouds, who knows what's hiding inside me, they can't keep clouding other people's judgement.