Nightmare

I saw two ghosts in that room

One tall one, another a lad

tall one I thought it was my brother

that lad was someone I know, I don't know how

but he slammed my head on the bed

But I fought and I opened my eyes from that world to this world

Truth

 Having truth on your side gives you some kind of power that goes even far beyond Death. Strength to face anything, forgive mistakes even if we do something insane. I haven't done anything that I can't say openly about, the one thing I kept it as a secret was this, we had so many kittens in our home, they were all feeding on syringes, of course, without needles. It was like four or five of them, but when I returned it to the place they rest, one of them was not responding well, it's health deteriorated and it fell and all these time I had this thought that if I placed it little more carefully, maybe it wouldn't have fallen. The next day, there was this Rose bloomed in front of our house, it felt like I had to do something, so I took it and placed above its grave, I think my mother saw that, and she had a good laugh about that. 

Lights

 There was a time when I wondered how will I close my eyes from now on. Now things are different, I don't want to close my world anymore. Instead I want to feel the light breeze outside and see the shining lights.

Travel

 What will I do if someday I have to move out of this house? I will travel to places no one reached. Why? Maybe I will find my broken pieces to fix myself like nothing ever happened in my life. Then where will I go, I will go to heights to be with clouds, and see a world outside of human perspective and someday I will come back to enjoy the rising sun and wish never an afternoon from now on. Instead we skip to the setting sun and finally welcome the  Moon to see the stars. 

Zebra

 Why people are so stupid? I was like crossing the road through the Zebra line, the vehicles are supposed to slow down or watch the signals. But they never did and I was alone, so they never cared. I can see myself lying there with everything on my hand scattered. Everything is falling on slow motion.  

Secrets

 Have you ever heard people older than a hundred years living as kids. There must be a choice to live with your memories or wipe it clean temporarily, I think most of the souls prefer wipe it clean, a natural childhood without Suspicion. When the time comes our Soul lets us to access the secrets.  

Competition

 Competition is everywhere. Why did I choose my parents, this location, there must be a strong reason. Maybe I want to blend in with the rest of the people or I had to wait because I had too much competition or I got too much enemies. It must be same for everyone. I don't think I'm weak for choosing this place and this situation, maybe I was a badass last life and I'm not an ordinary one. Having children is a blessing, but they don't know who are their children, they could be anyone.